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Banging your heart against some mad bugger’s wall
So, want to share a secret with me, or say something in private? Go ahead; this thread is all screened comments, so only I will see them.

What Are You Feeling?: tired tired

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I have realized that I have a number of newer readers who may not be aware that this journal is very heavily filtered. If you would like to read more of the substance beyond the form, please follow this link:


And fill out my survey, so that you can be given access to more of what is known.

Throw a Brick
And when they've given you their all
Some stagger and fall after all it's not easy
banging your heart against some mad buggers

I'll still do everything I can, and try to do a bit more


Where Are We Going?: Deep in my mind
What Are You Feeling?: crushed crushed
Soundtrack:: Jeff Buckley - Hallelujah

3 Bricks in The Wall ~ Throw a Brick
EDIT: This post has been "forward dated" to ensure it will always be the newest entry folks see in my LJ, so they will be able to find the quiz. Real Date posted: April 24, 2006

Well, I realize that many of my friends were busy last week with EClipse and related plans, so with that I am very grateful to the rouphly one third who have already responded to my survey. For those who missed it, or were away:


A few folks I know well enough to have placed on a few filters without them answering the survey at all; but most everyone else is only on the Journal and Cavorting (travel) filters unless you ask to know me better.

That's all from PSA land, after this post, back behind my lock walls I go.


Where Are We Going?: Work
What Are You Feeling?: anxious anxious
Soundtrack:: Rush - Chain Lightning

8 Bricks in The Wall ~ Throw a Brick
I've been pondering my journal a good deal of late, and realized that I need to change things up. I need to have filters into which to sort my moods, and a default lock so I can always speak freely. I'll make getting on my default friends list easier as a result, so if you want to keep reading, say so.

Feel free to drop by http://blckdv.livejournal.com/ and take a look at the new design, and expect "welcome" posts to each of my filters in the near future.

Poll #712538 New Journal City

What Journal Filters would you like (if I am so inclined) to be on?

Fears - Dove shares his worries and heartaches
Hopes - Dove dares to dream
Ideas - Dove pauses to have a think
Journal - Default, Dove writes about life and friends
Love - Dove gets sappy
Lust - Dove gets naughty
Museings - Dove gives in to his Muse (poetry alert)
Solitude - Dove is not alone, but he is alone, so very alone
Whimsy - Does gives in to Lemmings and Random Impulses

What Journal Filters would you rather I did NOT put you on of my own accord?


What clever catagory that some of my posts fit into did I not make that you'd like to be on?

Would you like to be my friend?

I like you ideas, and would like to subscribe to your newsletter.
Hell No.
I'm unclean, please give me the number for assisted suicide after thinking about being your friend.


What Are You Feeling?: determined determined
Soundtrack:: U2 - Acrobat

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Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results
Sociability ||| 9%
Aggressiveness ||||||||||||||||||||| 64%
Assertiveness |||||||||||||||||| 51%
Activity Level |||||||||||| 33%
Excitement-Seeking ||||||||| 22%
Enthusiasm ||||||||| 28%
Extroversion |||||||||||| 34%
Trust ||| 2%
Morality ||| 2%
Altruism ||| 4%
Cooperation ||||||||| 29%
Modesty ||| 5%
Sympathy ||| 1%
Friendliness ||| 7%
Confidence |||||||||||||||||||||||| 79%
Neatness ||| 5%
Dutifulness ||||||||| 23%
Achievement ||||||||||||||| 50%
Self-Discipline ||||||||||||||| 49%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||| 52%
Orderliness ||||||||||||||| 43%
Anxiety |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Volatility |||||||||||| 40%
Depression |||||||||||||||||| 55%
Self-Consciousness ||||||||||||||||||||| 61%
Impulsiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 76%
Vulnerability |||||| 16%
Emotional Stability ||||||||||||||| 45%
Imagination ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 91%
Artistic Interests |||||||||||||||||| 52%
Introspection ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 92%
Adventurousness ||||||||||||||||||||| 61%
Intellect ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 95%
Liberalism |||||||||||||||||||||||| 76%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 77%
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Right; so now sod off you gits with your "issues" and "concerns", fie.

Trait . low score high score
Sociability 9% socially reserved, detached friendly, open
Aggressiveness 64% mild mannered, uncompetitive predatory, domineering
Assertiveness 51% introverted, loner controlling, aggressive
Activity Level 33% relaxed, laid back vigorous, high energy
Excitement-Seeking 22% sedate, restrained adventurous, wild
Enthusiasm 28% somber, pessimistic cheerful, optimistic
Trust 2% suspicious of others trusting of others
Submissiveness 2% rebellious, lawless dutiful, obedient, compliant
Altruism 4% selfish, cold, austere helpful, selfless, indulgent
Cooperation 29% argumentitive, confrontational conflict averse, meek
Modesty 5% arrogant, self-satisfied humble, unassuming, doormat
Sympathy 1% callous, heartless empathetic, warm
Confidence 79% not confident in work confident in work, egoistic
Neatness 5% disorganized, messy planner, clean, anal
Dutifulness 23% dishonest, derelict honest, rule abiding, proper
Achievement 50% lazy, unmotivated driven, goal oriented
Self-Discipline 49% procrastinator responsible, efficient
Cautiousness 52% spontaneous, daring, reckless careful, controlled, safe
Anxiety 82% relaxed, fearless fearful, worrier
Volatility 40% calm, cool touchy, tempermental
Depression 55% content, balanced emotional, self hating
Self-Consciousness 61% confident, assured low self esteem, shy
Impulsiveness 76% high self control low self control
Vulnerability 16% resilient, unphased confused, helpless
Imagination 91% practical, realistic dreamer, unrealistic
Artistic Interests 52% artistic indifference art, nature, beauty lover
Introspection 92% not self reflective self searching
Adventurousness 61% conventional, safe spontaneous, bold
Intellect 95% instinctive, non-analytical intellectual, analytical
Liberalism 76% conservative, traditional progressive, open

Take Free Advanced Big 30 Personality Test
personality tests by similarminds.com

Hmm... mabey I shouldn't have shared... who knows what YOU will do with this information... I might have to kill you in your sleep, or just go get a soda... or a scone.. Mmm.... scone.


What Are You Feeling?: contemplative contemplative

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A Son!
A Son!

Yep. Kaylan,sithrose had her baby boy today....
Charles Daniel Lyndell
6 lbs., 11 ozs.

Many wishes for a healthly life with no more pain than is needed to bring deffinition to the joy.


What Are You Feeling?: creative creative

Throw a Brick
Batch 4 of the ICC Caption Game, with special thanks to Tim Edwards.

Round 10: His Grace Romulus slips past

“Now, thank goodness we outlawed cameras, they’ll never know I made this face…”

Round 11: His Grace Quasimodo asserts himself to Arikel

“Well, thank goodness people can see the might of the Justicars here, I was afraid Arikel might manage to make me do something embarrassing.”

Round 12: The Assamites hear their petition rejected

“Well, he called us bastards who promote Diablerie, lie to the Justicars, and poach members of the Ivory Tower from their true clans, but he didn’t call us towelheads, so I’d say we made some good progress. Thank goodness he didn’t do anything really embarrassing like calling any of us out by name.”


What Are You Feeling?: creative creative
Soundtrack:: Cruxshadows - Cruelty

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ICC Captions, Batch 3:

Round 7: The Technocracy stumbles across the Camarilla Fan Club

“Control, please copy… we have a SERIOUS concentration of Deviance here, please advise.”

Round 8: Quasimodo realizes his mistake

“Symposium? I thought this was the reading room… oh boy, now I’ve got to listen to whiny Princes act like they are important, at least none of them could POSSIBLY be dumb enough to question my choices while I’m sitting here…”

Round 9: Ryan Keily Considers

“Well, I’m at another Conclave, still it could be worse, my Childe could up and kill an Antideluvian, or the forces of fate could align to make me a central figure in Gehenna, yeah, at least I can reassure myself that things like THAT will never happen.”

What Are You Feeling?: good good
Soundtrack:: Therion - The King

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I'm in a playfull mood, and hope that everyone can understand my new game is meant in a spirit of mirth and humour.

I've been looking over pictures from ICC, and in many of them that I wasn't present for... found myself wondering "What was going on?" and inserting my own "Thought bubbles".

Then it hit me, why not have some fun with captions?

So, I'll be posting a series of entries with pictures from ICC, featureing very well known characters, having thoughts probably miles away from the original scene, I hope not to offend anyone.

Round 1: His Grace Quasimodo in the Hall

"Autographs, Pictures, Never peace and quite... they do not tell you about the Paparatzi when they say to come be Justicar, no."

Round 2: His Grace Cynric making rounds

"I've a very important man! You'd think they didn't recognize me, as if I looked like someone else! Where's my Respect!"

Round 3: The Antideluvian Arikel gets adjusted

"Thousands of years to perfect Art and I come back to find colored light bulbs and cross dressers? I am Sooo going to talk to my travel agent, right after this Valient Whitaker nobody gets done talking."

Well, I know that my first batch are deffinately not fall down funny, but I hope they get my idea across, I'll be back with more later.


What Are You Feeling?: creative creative

3 Bricks in The Wall ~ Throw a Brick


Once upon a time there has a young COALMINER named RALPH NADER. He was INEPTLY STROKING in the WILTING forest when he met THROBBING JESSE JACKSON, a run-away TURD BURGLER from the GREEN Queen HILLARY CLINTON.

RALPH NADER could see that THROBBING JESSE JACKSON was hungry so he reached into his TOILET and give him his MONKEY-INFESTED TUNA ROLL. THROBBING JESSE JACKSON was thankful for RALPH NADER's TUNA ROLL, so he told RALPH NADER a very STEAMY story about Queen HILLARY CLINTON's daughter NOELLE BUSH. How her mother, the GREEN Queen HILLARY CLINTON, kept her locked away in a STRIPCLUB protected by a gigantic WOMBAT, because NOELLE BUSH was so EASY.

RALPH NADER EXPLODED. He vowed to THROBBING JESSE JACKSON the TURD BURGLER that he would save the EASY NOELLE BUSH. He would SWALLOW the WOMBAT, and take NOELLE BUSH far away from her evil mother, the GREEN Queen HILLARY CLINTON, and DISENFRANCHISE her.

Then, all of the sudden, there was a LOUD TAX AUDIT and THROBBING JESSE JACKSON the TURD BURGLER began to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic WOMBAT from his story. GREEN Queen HILLARY CLINTON FELL out from behind a CAN OF SPAM and struck RALPH NADER dead. In the far off STRIPCLUB you could hear a WHOOSH.


Make your own Fairy Tale at fuali.com

Very Tired, not feeling up to a less whimsical update. Sleep good.


What Are You Feeling?: tired tired
Soundtrack:: None

Throw a Brick
Hope today is good for you Becky, after all....

"You're older than you've ever been,
and now you're even older,
and now you're even older,
and now you're even older.
You're older than you've ever been,
and now you're even older,
and now you're older still."

Cackles maniacly
Runs for cover.....

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Something cool goes here.

Damn computer can't use clipboard properly, so now you can't see it.

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